I am...

at work * on my lunchbreak * on a diet (there, i said it!) * suffering a clogged nose, head, heart * eating rather cold but really nice California rolls * trying to keep up my water intake * proud because i rode my bike today * relieved because it's not raining * curious about Osho Zen cards * loving my new twitter account * curious that my brain feels so busy when i am sitting still * taking a breath and noticing how urgent things AREN'T * wondering how i'll meet my deadlines * feeling like everything is finally moving after months of nothing but now crazily all at once * worried that my back has started to really hurt again * delighted to be writing a contribution for something * thrilled to have my very own coach (who also happens to ask most excellent questions) * open to messages from the universe that i really don't have to do this alone * delighted to have received positive feedback at work * proud i stuck my neck out and offered my writing skills to that publisher (because you never know, right?) * planning to buy some champagne on the way home and making tonight a "date night" * keen to wear a hat every day * broke, totally, again * good to my friends * looking forward to working with a lovely and competent naturopath and getting well again * pining for my sister to come home so we can go swimming again * curious what will happen this arvo * tired of passive aggressive colleagues * itching to make art * reminding myself that i have a little 'un who doesn't nap anymore = no time to myself during the day * curious what the alternatives for pilates and yoga are * not missing sweet treats, which astonishes me * starting to feel my spark return * anticipating packages in the mail * amazed how clear my skin is * known for my generosity * less good at receiving * loving the way I am BEING with my little 'un * more in love with my little 'un than ever * allowing myself to see that, actually, i have done rather a lot today * holding the possibility that i have done enough * holding the possibility that i am enough * ruminating as to how i'd incorporate regular listening of This American Life into my life * dying to wear my new beanie * praying for more energy * kicking myself for forgetting to bring my little 'un's grapes * glad i am the age that i am * loving dressing up * feeling pretty sure i have lost some weight already * itching to acquire more vintage papers and ephemera, even though i don't really "need" them * still a little afraid of paint * me * just me* beautifully frighteningly deliciously me * YES!

Playing along with the week one prompt for the Inner Excavate-along. Loving what's emerging!