The universe is conspiring against me.
She refused to eat breakfast this morning out of protest because I am such a rubbish mum.
There are only three things on my To Do list today and even they feel overwhelming.
I can't wait until my therapist returns from her holiday.
I'm dreading when my therapist returns from holiday.
I really should have my shit sorted by now.
I can't believe he's being so nice! Why would he be so helpful to me?
If I tell you how I'm really feeling, I will dissolve into the floor.
You don't give a shit anyway.
I must be the only person in the universe who finds it hard to pay a phone bill.
I should feel a lot worse about choosing not to exercise.
Stodge for lunch is the only way forward.
They are never going to live up to their end of the bargain.
I'm never going to get through this fug. Not even with a fire engine.
The world would very likely be better off without me.
I must be the only person in the universe who finds it hard to pay a phone bill.
ReplyDeleteAh, no. There are two of us ;)
Hugs xx
I think a LOT of people hate paying their bills! I know I do because I think I could put that money to better use buying art supplies!! ;D
ReplyDeleteAs for #6: I'm nearly 47, not married, don't own a home or have a decent retirement fund, I don't have much of a savings account, no four year college degree to my name (only a two year certificate and in FASHION DESIGN which is SO practical!) AND no full time job with benefits anymore - all of which I should have if I were an "ADULT" that "has her shit together". However, I also see that the systems that so many have been following for so long are not bringing anyone happiness in their lives and many are now choosing to live their lives in a way that DOES bring them contentment - in this I can say I am WAY AHEAD of the game! =-)
PS: this world would be a less thoughtful place if you were not here! I'm SO GLAD you are!!
Well that last statement is the biggest load of bullshit I've read in a while! Cxxx
ReplyDeleteHello Kat. It appears that we are all so much more similar than we are different. I am so thankful for your clarity once again - how do you do it? Just seeing this list of your thoughts helps. #6 is spot on by the way - nearly 50 here and my life plan seems to have slipped out of my control somehow! Money, work, family, friends, all of my neuroses and negative patterns of behaviour - all of this shit not together at all.
ReplyDeleteI also agree with the two above with regard to your last statement. I couldn't do without reading your words. x