Sunday, October 31, 2010

But I could also tell you



... that the weekend was also fairly heavily soaked with tears; butterflies persistently invading my tummy; sadness; losing my patience with my little 'un, who didn't really understand what the bikkie-baking caper was all about; too many glasses of wine; a thumping headache that wouldn't go away; resentment and silent criticisms for inauthenticity when really I was afraid that other people's achievements reflected badly on me (which I know they didn't, but that somehow seemed irrelevant at the time); racking sobs; hiding behind activity; numbing with junk food; feeling guilty for taking time out; and regret.

Because all of these things would also be true.

3 comments:

  1. Sounds like you need a weekend from the weekend! : )

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  2. your honesty in these posts and with yourself is to be commended.

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  3. sorry to be a comment hog. i just keep reading... :)

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